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I started talking to this new person and it pretty quickly became apparent that she has been dating Michelle. And we’ve been talking about that and I spoke with Michelle and now I’m trying to figure out how I want to proceed or if I want to. They seem very nice and I was enjoying talking to them. But now the vast majority of what we’ve talked about has been Michelle and Jess. It feels like I’m doing a lot of emotional labor for a person I’ve never even met. Idk. They still seem uncomfortable so it doesn’t really feel like we can move forward? It feels unsettled. I would really love to talk through it with someone but it doesn’t feel like there is anyone to ask or gain insight from. Cynthia is closest to like how I think about things but idk if she’d 100% get it cause she doesn’t have the experience to draw from. Hm.. Maybe I could see if Cris is around.