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Been having a hard time today. My eyes are sore and red from crying. I missed my meds yesterday and am due to start my period so had that working against me. Plus, just feeling a little stressed/lonely. Suppose to get a snow storm tomorrow so I might not get to see Jess. What originally kicked me off was realizing we both have next week off, getting really excited, and then very quickly feeling sad cause we didn’t have anything planned which seemed to me to mean she was going to be busy and it wouldn’t actually mean we got to spend a bunch of time together. Then it kind of went on from there.
I think we also have both been a little off lately, then Jess has been tired cause of getting Indie settled and adjusting to that routine.
I think more than anything I’m lonely. Jess and I haven’t been having as much alone time as we usually do cause we’ve been spending more time at the house since they got Indie.
Liv and I did talk about making plans to hang out-maybe I’ll work on coordinating that tomorrow. My circle here is like… Non-existent. Which I’ve always kept a small circle anyway but I really just like don’t feel connected to people outside of work except Liv and Jess. I miss having a nesting partner but I also am really glad I have my own space when I do get time to spend with Jess. I think her not being here is maybe a good chunk of what’s wearing on me.