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I woke up from a dream about Shannon. I was at the old place and I hadn’t seen her in weeks. We were both getting ready for work and she was acting indifferent to me. She was arranging some flowers off this tree that was growing in the middle of the apartment. I grabbed a couple big leaves off to add in and she said she was saving those. I felt so unwelcome.
Then there was a note on the counter. I hoped it was for me. It wasn’t. It was for a couple friends who were coming to plant sit or something. When I think back, right now, all I can think about is feeling so unwelcome and unwanted. That wasn’t really it. But it’s how I’m feeling now.
I really miss cuddling at night. And there’s a new season of The Witcher and I want to watch it with her..