Nov 01, 2021 19:49
I’m starting back at work next week and I don’t want to. Lol. I’m enjoying the time off. I’m guessing it’ll be good/fine once I do get started but I’m trying to milk this last week.
Cristina was suppose to fly in tonight but missed her flight so she’ll be in in the morning and then I’m going to drive her up to Salem. I was kind of glad to get the night at home/to myself. Shannon had plans with Roger and I kept feeling like I was just going to come home and eat sushi and it turns out I got to do just that.
I have therapy at 3pm tomorrow so I’m probably going to aim to be back home around 2. Shannon and I had therapy today. It was a pretty good session. Shannon and I have plans to circle back around on something I brought up about how Sensate and the other things we’ve been doing for therapy have already felt highly individualized and how Shannon saying she wanted things to try on her own felt even more separate? I think though she hadn’t gotten to the point of it registering as super individualistic though. It seems like that wasn’t her experience of it so I think her getting there and looking for that is actually beneficial.
I’ve been watching the latest season of Grey’s and am feeling so grateful and happy that Shannon and I had each other during all this. I wrote her a message about it but I thought it’d be nice to read it to her instead. Maybe I’ll do a recording of it. She’s just amazing.
Honestly, I’m sleepy and it’s not quite 8 o’clock.
It’s 7:40 and I’m already in bed. Lol. I could probably go to sleep too.
sweet bean,
shanny,
gratitude,
bean,
shannon,
love