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Ok so am I wrong to not get excited? I say I don't care but I think it is more along the lines of....I don't want to care because all it does is lead me to being hurt so do whatever you want I will just block my emotions. Then the pain isn't so bad when I feel it...or atleast to those that witness it. I've lost contact with a few I wish I hadn't here recently but I think it is for the best for them that they not be subject to my life. I say a hi from time to time so they know that I'm thinking about them but after that I leave it be. I'm worried about two people though, for I haven't seen them online in ages.
Not sure where Mario went, nor Mick but I hope they are both doing well, perhaps the UK has swollowed them up somewhere and they now have what is known as a life. Well I wish them both well :)
I do so miss the cold me, the one that hides in the shadows and doesn't really care what others think. I still don't care what some think, for people like Kelly who say I'm crazy, and will do stupid things, all this being said while her, herself is doing things I would never dream of doing in my wildest, mind losing times. She is truely nuts not I, perhaps she has placed herself in my life heh. Saying that I will hurt someone only so that she doesn't lose her main source of income. *shrugs* Guess those are pleas from a desperate woman. Hey Keep the income, I don't care, it isn't the money I'm after....its a thing called feelings, something you clearly know nothing about. What I love most is when she says I will hurt someone as a payback while she sits there hurting innocent children....she is the one that I wish to hurt, and trust me I will in the end, but not the one she speaks these words too.
Well its time for me to rush off and....crawl in bed for a five minute nap before I am forced to get up and return to the world of the living and head out the door to my much dreaded job!!
Not sure where Mario went, nor Mick but I hope they are both doing well, perhaps the UK has swollowed them up somewhere and they now have what is known as a life. Well I wish them both well :)
I do so miss the cold me, the one that hides in the shadows and doesn't really care what others think. I still don't care what some think, for people like Kelly who say I'm crazy, and will do stupid things, all this being said while her, herself is doing things I would never dream of doing in my wildest, mind losing times. She is truely nuts not I, perhaps she has placed herself in my life heh. Saying that I will hurt someone only so that she doesn't lose her main source of income. *shrugs* Guess those are pleas from a desperate woman. Hey Keep the income, I don't care, it isn't the money I'm after....its a thing called feelings, something you clearly know nothing about. What I love most is when she says I will hurt someone as a payback while she sits there hurting innocent children....she is the one that I wish to hurt, and trust me I will in the end, but not the one she speaks these words too.
Well its time for me to rush off and....crawl in bed for a five minute nap before I am forced to get up and return to the world of the living and head out the door to my much dreaded job!!