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Mar 16, 2005 03:49

Dear Brian,

I hate to admit this, not only to you, but to myself, that I am not good for you. Well, not right now. I am fine with waiting. I guess we are both just waiting for me to grow up. I can't expect you to break the rules for me, it's completely unfair. I feel like a selfish kid, which I am, I just never thought about it that way in my desperation to grow up. Now that I took a step back and took a look at the big picture, I know where you're coming from. We are doing this not to deprive ourselves, but to gain everything. Your friendship means so much to me, it would break my little heart to lose it. You are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel bad for asking you for things you couldn't give me. I'm not upset about anything that happened. I'm a bit relieved that everything is still going strong between us, as friends. Even if that's all we are for a while. We'll just have to see.

Sincerely,
Frances.

P.S.
I love you.
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