You're like my favorite damn disease...
Yea and yea and yea...and yea. I'm here so let's not go back to what I said.
Anyway...
So after that Thursday or whatever it was, I stopped eating completely and I haven't eaten anything yet, and in this little fast of mine, I found the greatness of The Cure and Art of Drowning by A.F.I. to be some of the most awesome music I have ever heard. I don't give a shit if you agree with me or not but you know, it's basically like when you have nothing you cling to things that you find, even if it's just a penny--for some reason that penny is the LUCKIEST penny you have ever seen.
And then in some ironic way that penny is the same one that kills you...but besides that, no haha.
But what I am trying to get at is when are completely without is when you find what you really enjoy and who you really enjoy being around. I enjoy being around Megan and I enjoyed being around JT, but I can't hang out with him anymore because I ruined that.
``Lie in the comfort of sweet calamity...lie in the darkness I'm slowly drowned to sleep of nothing left to lose.``
My new job is awesome. You wouldn't think so since I have to do all this stuff when I'm there but the PEOPLE really make it scintillating. Just their choice of phrases like `dawg` and `that's green` are really awesome. Plus they hit on me so that's cool too, can't deny the greatness of a black man's pickup line.
``Will you be my destruction...``
Oh what else is new. What else what else. I really don't think anything else is new. Oh, wait one more thing...so I've taken more to my old attitude where I don't care if people like me or not, but now it's more like I'm REALLY not going to care if they like me or not. I mean if I'm going to get fired from this job, then fine, I'd rather be fired and have people not know me than be it the opposite. Besides, I remember this old Indian adage that was like the more people use your REAL name, the more strength and power you lose. I think that's still true today.
Yea I know go write a novel, Cyn, but hey, fuck off k?
Anyway...
So after that Thursday or whatever it was, I stopped eating completely and I haven't eaten anything yet, and in this little fast of mine, I found the greatness of The Cure and Art of Drowning by A.F.I. to be some of the most awesome music I have ever heard. I don't give a shit if you agree with me or not but you know, it's basically like when you have nothing you cling to things that you find, even if it's just a penny--for some reason that penny is the LUCKIEST penny you have ever seen.
And then in some ironic way that penny is the same one that kills you...but besides that, no haha.
But what I am trying to get at is when are completely without is when you find what you really enjoy and who you really enjoy being around. I enjoy being around Megan and I enjoyed being around JT, but I can't hang out with him anymore because I ruined that.
``Lie in the comfort of sweet calamity...lie in the darkness I'm slowly drowned to sleep of nothing left to lose.``
My new job is awesome. You wouldn't think so since I have to do all this stuff when I'm there but the PEOPLE really make it scintillating. Just their choice of phrases like `dawg` and `that's green` are really awesome. Plus they hit on me so that's cool too, can't deny the greatness of a black man's pickup line.
``Will you be my destruction...``
Oh what else is new. What else what else. I really don't think anything else is new. Oh, wait one more thing...so I've taken more to my old attitude where I don't care if people like me or not, but now it's more like I'm REALLY not going to care if they like me or not. I mean if I'm going to get fired from this job, then fine, I'd rather be fired and have people not know me than be it the opposite. Besides, I remember this old Indian adage that was like the more people use your REAL name, the more strength and power you lose. I think that's still true today.
Yea I know go write a novel, Cyn, but hey, fuck off k?