day 6: the pressure is on
it seems that the world is trying to push me to finish my training in march. It's being rumoured that only those that do well on their 'predictor test' on tuesday will be invited to write their tests before april whereas the rest of us will, like little french groundhogs (marmottes, in case you wondered) have 9 more weeks of verb work. And march would be such a lovely time to finish. I just recently figured out that if i finish then i can a) actually work on a play that i have slated for this summer that is SEVERELY going to suffer if i can't use this time to rehearse and b) maybe take myself to new york for fun and frolic for the first time with the boy.
I mean, it's not the end of the world if i don't-- i will try and find the time to rehearse, i will book a trip when it's more expensive and crowded but the weather is nicer-- but, still. I've always worked well with a deadline before but.. this time the pressure isn't going to necessarily make me *learn* better, you know?
*begins traditional chewing of lip in times of trouble*
I mean, it's not the end of the world if i don't-- i will try and find the time to rehearse, i will book a trip when it's more expensive and crowded but the weather is nicer-- but, still. I've always worked well with a deadline before but.. this time the pressure isn't going to necessarily make me *learn* better, you know?
*begins traditional chewing of lip in times of trouble*