Just want to scream
I have like tons to talk about,but I wont because I want to get busy and start working on what I need to work on. Yesterday, had another head MRI. Hopefully, no new tumors, but then what's causing the headaches, dizziness, falling? Of course, Medicaid has decided to not to pay for me anymore so now I'm going to be even poorer. Plus, I can't work and all my doctors and nurses and pretty much everyone I know wants me to quit my job. Well, give me lots of money, enough for the next couple years and yeah, I'll quit right this second.
Just too much stuff. I want to read, but I can't focus on it. I just found out I need to go order more ostomy supplies which I hate doing. I thought I had another few weeks worth. I need to pack for Missy's. I don't know if I should turn off the computer now and not come back upstairs or what. I'm stressed, miserable. This medicine I'm on may make me crazier.
It did rain a whole lot last night. It was nice listening to it. It was even nicer not hearing a leaky roof. Looks like that's been fixed! Now the kitchen sink is leaking. Of course! After the god damn toliet made the water bill about $50 more than it should have been, why not?
Just too much stuff. I want to read, but I can't focus on it. I just found out I need to go order more ostomy supplies which I hate doing. I thought I had another few weeks worth. I need to pack for Missy's. I don't know if I should turn off the computer now and not come back upstairs or what. I'm stressed, miserable. This medicine I'm on may make me crazier.
It did rain a whole lot last night. It was nice listening to it. It was even nicer not hearing a leaky roof. Looks like that's been fixed! Now the kitchen sink is leaking. Of course! After the god damn toliet made the water bill about $50 more than it should have been, why not?