Who Do You See When You Look In the Mirror
I applied for a grant the other night. I am now waiting to see if i recieve it. Which would be really awesome because then i could go to school. And to be honest, I want to go. I will possibly sayin other wise in a couple of months, but for now. I want to.
Its funny how im not the same gurl i was senior year. I would say as far as physical apperances go, Im still the same, but even that has some different qurks. My hair is shorter, I have "a piece of metal stuck through my eye" and a Knot on the back of my neck. I wear make up more times than i used to.And i dont straighten my hair all the time. I feel beautiful.
As far as mental and emotional, well thats a whole new ball park. I understand a lot more about my Father, His feelings, his reasons. Not sayin i condon it, cuz it still hurts most times. but some questions have been answered. Thanx to one bad batch of shrimp, and the two jobs i have, I appreaite my Mother, immensly now. She really is the best woman in the world. The most unselfish and beautiful woman in the world. And then theres Matt. Oh that boy, I really just might marry him one day. I love him and all of his baggage. i wouldnt change a thing bout it, or him or the last 6 months.