Recently....

Jul 30, 2010 12:08

So recently (May) I met a really nice guy, but he lives a long way from here and has hardly anytime to see me. I really like him though so what am I supposed to do :( don't know if it's going to work out but I've been seeing him since we met and I think my heart will break if he leaves me. He's so perfect apart from the distance thing. I get attached too fast! This is going to lead to disaster.

Also I went to the doctors because I had a pain in my right lower abdomen. She thought it was a large cyst and sent me for an ultrasound. After a long wait during which it got really painful I had the scan and the nurse told me there's no cyst there, or indeed any weird growth. So now what the hell is causing the pain? Hopefully I'll be going back to the doctors soon if I can get an appointment.

Also I moved house, still living with my parents though.

And I got a new full time job for September. Woo! Really worried about it though since the shcool and the children are so completely different from the ones I taught last year.

I desperately need a holiday somewhere warm, it's been raining here for ages. I have plenty of money and four weeks off but the only person even vaguely available to go is the guy I've been seeing and he says he has no money (on the other hand he sometimes tells me he earns a lot of money so where the fuck is it all going?)

Uh... other news? I'm sure there must be some. Oh I've been constantly ill for the past few months with some sort of viral throat infection (the doctors thinks glandular fever) and it got so bad sinec last Thursday that I've been to the doctors twice and finally convinced them I had a secondary bacterial infection which I got antibiotics for by basically talking at the doctor until he gave them to me. Strangely I'm better now I've taken them, so I wonder who was right!

Well that's about it. All I need now is for this guy to start acting like he's lucky to have me and my life will be so much better! I was perfectly happy being single, but now I'm not sure I want to be again when I could have him. What have I turned into!?!?
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