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so i still feel the same...like crap...
i dont know what it is, maybe because this time last year is when my life turned to shit.
but this time i have someone so wonderful coming to visit me and he'll be here for my birthday and i know everything will just be great...
im just in a rut, same old shit, different day...i just need something new and exciting in my life. i just have to be patient for december to be here.
i was just thinking about my past tonight...
and how im SO over it. it's weird ive come this far. i remember crying in bed with my pillow soaked and thinking this pain would NEVER EVER go away.
and now its gone. ive come so far and its so wonderful. i know i may talk about this constantly but it really was such a life changing event and has made me such a better person and much more so a WISE person. i learned so much, i was so naive. im so glad ive come this far.
and something im so excited about but cant really talk about until more future events occur...but ive been all smiles and thats the most important thing!
i dont know what it is, maybe because this time last year is when my life turned to shit.
but this time i have someone so wonderful coming to visit me and he'll be here for my birthday and i know everything will just be great...
im just in a rut, same old shit, different day...i just need something new and exciting in my life. i just have to be patient for december to be here.
i was just thinking about my past tonight...
and how im SO over it. it's weird ive come this far. i remember crying in bed with my pillow soaked and thinking this pain would NEVER EVER go away.
and now its gone. ive come so far and its so wonderful. i know i may talk about this constantly but it really was such a life changing event and has made me such a better person and much more so a WISE person. i learned so much, i was so naive. im so glad ive come this far.
and something im so excited about but cant really talk about until more future events occur...but ive been all smiles and thats the most important thing!