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dear journal, i find myself at a loss of words. life is crazy with school, family, and all! i'm just...i'm just depressed right now. i'm straying away from everything that's important to me. for the past few days i can not even focus on anything except michael. i've been having bizarre dreams too! With all this going on, i'm oh..so exhausted! i hate fear but fear is simply embedded in me! i'm afraid to tell my mom about our (michael & i) relationship, afraid our relationship wont work....and i need to rekindle my relationship with God. thats all folks!!!