May 05, 2007 22:47
i just spoke to my first true love, pretty much! lol! never knew exactly what "being in love" is. but now i'm pretty sure i was in love with that one, Ace!i dont know why he was my first but he is!lol! we spoke about random normal stuff but it felt pretty good talking about any and everything!
ever since...about a week ago, i got hurt for liking someone that didnt feel the same way! after that, i just became stronger, realistic, more optimistic. now, things dont matter as much as it used to matter to me! i'm proud of myself, i've been fighting and hoping to live life in happiness and I AM! it isnt perfect or awesome but i'm living life and i'm not depressed! i'm ready for anything! Ha! and i'm not going to cry or be emotional about things i cant control! so life, life is going well.
specail thanks to my loving friends natalie & linda, i love yall forever!