Feb 25, 2005 11:51
Ahh...one of those mornings where there's none stop arguing and crap...I went to the Everett Mall and I got some pants and these earrings from hot-topic that were on the 50% percent clearance rack..There awesome I got 4 pairs and it was only 7 something.And then at claires i got pretty silver star earrings and the necklace to match it. I have soooo many jackets now..it's insane....I need to save my money.....I swear as soon as I'm sixteen it's my driver's permit and a car...I can already drive pretty much...I cant wait to get out of here..I watched Dr.Phil lastnight and this one 19 year old was this sexual predator and he like touched his little sister and a bunch of young kids he denied it and he got this lie-detector test and it's true. I feel so sorry for her. Ahh...by her own brother that's sick. I can't believe it's Friday already why couldn't mid-winter break be two weeks. I'm mentally un-prepared for it. I've been feeling emotionless like apathetic. I broke my fast with a piece of toast..and I completly work it off I jogged until my side was cramping and did crunches until I could no longer even get up. My neck was aching....at the Rosehill Community Center I signed up for some kick-boxing classes....it's an alternative to cutting and my anger could be let out in a more possitive way then making scars on my body.
Im back on my fast for as long as possible. My mom's picking me up at 3..For some reason or another. She offered me to spend the night and I wanted to but,my grandma (who has no control whatsoever on it-) but yeah she said "no" and you'd have no idea on how much bullshit I'd have to put up with if I said yes and rereading and re-analyzing it makes me pretty pissed off...