GRRRR......RRRR
who wants to kill me?!!!!? we have to go back to school and i dont want to!!
yeah i've been thinking(OMG mimi is thinking!!)about last year and i did some things i'm not so proud of and all. like cutting (still doing but were working on it), being with justin, the one time i regret drinking was about one month before me and josh started going out.......wwweeeeelllll ummmmmmmmmm..i was pissed at him one friday night because i told him that i was going to break up w/justin and all and he was like "well what would you say if i asked you out?" i told him i would most likley say YES. that friday me and liz went skating and i'm about to call justin when liz tells me tha josh asked christy out.
I was like i'm going to kill that damn boy!!! well all night i would not talk to him and all (you ppl know how i am). well me lizzy and duane were fixing to leve when i saw josh talking to his mom about going to hang out with christy. well i new that duane would not let me do what i wanted to do so i called chris (a friend that owed me a BIG favor because i got him out of ALOT of shit a few years back) and he met me at the skating ring and me and him followed josh to McDonalds and then to christys friends house. here is the mistake i started drinking like ALOT and i dont really remember what all i did but i know that i was watching josh from the window, i had a gun (pistol), i was pissed, drunk, and had it set in my mind that if they did aneything i was going to use the pistol and shoot christy like 50 fucking times or at least as manny bullets that i had and i think that i had like a almost full box of them. but i nearly had to because i remember that they went into the bedroom and christy tryed to kiss him and he pulled away and all and then she tryed to get him undresses and herself and just as i started to aim he pushes her off of him and tells her he is going to go home. i was like woo hoo!! but i dont remember much else and all. but i do remember that i had a hangover from hell!!
yes i know bad!!
mimi
yeah i've been thinking(OMG mimi is thinking!!)about last year and i did some things i'm not so proud of and all. like cutting (still doing but were working on it), being with justin, the one time i regret drinking was about one month before me and josh started going out.......wwweeeeelllll ummmmmmmmmm..i was pissed at him one friday night because i told him that i was going to break up w/justin and all and he was like "well what would you say if i asked you out?" i told him i would most likley say YES. that friday me and liz went skating and i'm about to call justin when liz tells me tha josh asked christy out.
I was like i'm going to kill that damn boy!!! well all night i would not talk to him and all (you ppl know how i am). well me lizzy and duane were fixing to leve when i saw josh talking to his mom about going to hang out with christy. well i new that duane would not let me do what i wanted to do so i called chris (a friend that owed me a BIG favor because i got him out of ALOT of shit a few years back) and he met me at the skating ring and me and him followed josh to McDonalds and then to christys friends house. here is the mistake i started drinking like ALOT and i dont really remember what all i did but i know that i was watching josh from the window, i had a gun (pistol), i was pissed, drunk, and had it set in my mind that if they did aneything i was going to use the pistol and shoot christy like 50 fucking times or at least as manny bullets that i had and i think that i had like a almost full box of them. but i nearly had to because i remember that they went into the bedroom and christy tryed to kiss him and he pulled away and all and then she tryed to get him undresses and herself and just as i started to aim he pushes her off of him and tells her he is going to go home. i was like woo hoo!! but i dont remember much else and all. but i do remember that i had a hangover from hell!!
yes i know bad!!
mimi