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I just deleted some people from my friends list.
Im mad. Not actually mad but annoyed. I didn't realized that what i wrote in here could get back to other people but apperantly it does. As a matter of fact i did know that i just didn't think it would happen to me. So now, im friends friends friends only. That sounded gay. i just have to realized that i have to watch what i say in my journal and that sucks because its my journal and i should be able to say what i want.
Im at my moms house. Im gonna stay her next week too becuase she is getting surgery.
Work is going. lately its been kinda rough though. I feel like crap when i go in there by the way they talk to me. I feel like im stupid or at least i feel like they treat me like im stupid. I had an accident a couple weeks ago and ever since then it has not been fun. They have been making comments to me and saying im a cluts and im a bull in a china shop and stuff and it really hurts my feelings. One day i was vacuming and my boss was like try it this time with out knocking everything off and she had been talking with her client about me already how i was a clutz and had already ruined this this and got into an accident and after she said that i started vacuming in the hallway and started to cry. She made so upset. Now some of the girls just roll their eyes at me when i do something silly... grrrrr. It makes me feel like i can't do anything and worthless and im not good enough and don't know what im doing. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to vacum.
Anyhow
Church was good today. Last night was kinda good. I need to go get my oil changed in my car. Badly.
Im departing now. Please undo your seatbelts.
Im mad. Not actually mad but annoyed. I didn't realized that what i wrote in here could get back to other people but apperantly it does. As a matter of fact i did know that i just didn't think it would happen to me. So now, im friends friends friends only. That sounded gay. i just have to realized that i have to watch what i say in my journal and that sucks because its my journal and i should be able to say what i want.
Im at my moms house. Im gonna stay her next week too becuase she is getting surgery.
Work is going. lately its been kinda rough though. I feel like crap when i go in there by the way they talk to me. I feel like im stupid or at least i feel like they treat me like im stupid. I had an accident a couple weeks ago and ever since then it has not been fun. They have been making comments to me and saying im a cluts and im a bull in a china shop and stuff and it really hurts my feelings. One day i was vacuming and my boss was like try it this time with out knocking everything off and she had been talking with her client about me already how i was a clutz and had already ruined this this and got into an accident and after she said that i started vacuming in the hallway and started to cry. She made so upset. Now some of the girls just roll their eyes at me when i do something silly... grrrrr. It makes me feel like i can't do anything and worthless and im not good enough and don't know what im doing. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to vacum.
Anyhow
Church was good today. Last night was kinda good. I need to go get my oil changed in my car. Badly.
Im departing now. Please undo your seatbelts.