Well, an update, I suppose.
I only cried once yesterday, and that's because I was stupid enough to have a text conversation with Jon. I should really just cut him out, you know? It's too selfish of him (and painful to me) that he wants to be friends and such...I (being stupid) said I wanted to go to movies with him (because I was seeing previews for movies I want to see, and now feel like I have no one to go with) and he readily, even happily agreed, and asked if I wanted to see the Simpsons movie this weekend. How retarded do I have to be? Sheesh. I'm doing better though, as long as I don't talk to him, I take a step forward, unfortunately when I do talk with him I take two steps back.
So last night I went to the Snow Patrol/Hot Hot Heat concert with Scott. I hadn't seen him in a while, and he was nice to me, so it was fun. Snow Patrol is fun live, the lead singer acts like he has some sort of palsy when he dances on stage. It's interesting and kind of scary at the same time. As for the Greek Theater, I'm getting tired of it. It's very nice and all, but I miss the concerts when I can jump around and push on people. Like the Yellowcard concert at the House of Blues in Vegas! Oh shit, that was so much fun! The pit and everything was so full of energy, even though it was violent for the middle two (Spill Canvas and the other was Bayside). The first opener was Meg & Dia...I really liked them. I purchased Merch (I love the word Merch).
I got another job today, at the bookstore at school. It pays minimum, but I get a discount on textbooks and whatnot. Hopefully have two jobs will account for my stupid rent and I'll still have money left over to actually live a life. Now, though, it seems less important, with no boyfriend to travel the world with me. Ah, oh well. Friends are much more important anyway.
Well, I have to go over to Big 5 and work what started as a 4 hour shift and became an 8 hour one. Wish me luck. My heart still aches and I'm not in the mood, but oh well.
I finished the Harry Potter book. The ending made me sad because it was so happy. Does that make sense?
Wish me luck!
So last night I went to the Snow Patrol/Hot Hot Heat concert with Scott. I hadn't seen him in a while, and he was nice to me, so it was fun. Snow Patrol is fun live, the lead singer acts like he has some sort of palsy when he dances on stage. It's interesting and kind of scary at the same time. As for the Greek Theater, I'm getting tired of it. It's very nice and all, but I miss the concerts when I can jump around and push on people. Like the Yellowcard concert at the House of Blues in Vegas! Oh shit, that was so much fun! The pit and everything was so full of energy, even though it was violent for the middle two (Spill Canvas and the other was Bayside). The first opener was Meg & Dia...I really liked them. I purchased Merch (I love the word Merch).
I got another job today, at the bookstore at school. It pays minimum, but I get a discount on textbooks and whatnot. Hopefully have two jobs will account for my stupid rent and I'll still have money left over to actually live a life. Now, though, it seems less important, with no boyfriend to travel the world with me. Ah, oh well. Friends are much more important anyway.
Well, I have to go over to Big 5 and work what started as a 4 hour shift and became an 8 hour one. Wish me luck. My heart still aches and I'm not in the mood, but oh well.
I finished the Harry Potter book. The ending made me sad because it was so happy. Does that make sense?
Wish me luck!