Please, if you know me, hold me up to what I will speak off right now

[serenelune]

Alright. I've always had weight problems. Since I was 8. I've been on diets consistently, and I'm supposed to be on one right now but I've been cheating badly. Recently, I've got a job at Jason's Deli (Decent pay and it's healthier than working at other places, I guess). And this means I can afford things I couldn't before (Those of you who know me, you know where this is going). It never bothered me much before because it wasn't possible for me, but there's this jumperskirt that is adorable. It's really caught my eye:

http://www.metamorphose.gr.jp/onlineshop_eng/dresses/107305030119.php?ssid=132e2118108219124322

I inquired about the size, and the maximum stretch is 35 inches. I cringed a little, but I realized at one point I had a 46 inch waist and I got it down to 40. I can do this. I know I damn well can and given these changes (I'm not going to be on my ass so much), I can get down to that minimum size. But, I've cheated on diets before. I still am. So, to those of you who know me, please. please, if you see me eating a sandwich or something remotely tasty looking, smack me down for it. I need to fit in this. I'll use this as a motivational factor to try to get myself to lose weight but I need all the help I can get. I'm serious about this.