What I actually believe
I got the idea yesterday. What I believe, is pretty weird. It's a good mixture of various beliefs. I believe in God. I believe he helped me in my darkest times. I believe he gave me a guardian angel to protect me, and that's why I haven't commited suicide. That's not the weird part though XD. I honestly don't believe in heaven or hell. I don't think God sends people to an eternal hell. I think a truly loving god would not do that. A time out of sorts, sure, but not an eternal hell. Heaven, however, might be a resting place of sorts, but it is not permanent. I believe we might be reincarnated. I don't think the soul is fully mature after one lifetime. So how can a guardian angel exist? Simple. Souls take care of one another after they die. Maybe a random one, maybe one that knows you. I'm never too sure of the role god has in this world though. I used to think he was a more personal god, in that he could he everywhere and help. But I'm not too sure if God actually, like I believed when I was a Deist, simply watches. I believe it's very well and possible that aliens dropped off genetic material so we could grow. I don't think they're "our gods" if that's the case, but simply another species. I believe in God, and do believe in some of the bible, but I believe they're more allegory and sources of inspiration than truth.