why do i let u affect me so much

[serenela]

ok these past 2 weekends have been aawweessomme like ive had so much fun .... yesterday i saw my b/f i ahd fun and i saw wimbeldon wit sum ppl and paparazi ...both ok ....yesterday wa sfun until i wa sleft liek the 3rd wheel cuz my b/f hadto leave so i was stuck wit gio and the guy she was on a date with ....ugh i hate that lol.....all in all friday was good but ugh saturday soooooo boring i cant believ this hurricane is gunna ruin our wknd ... w/e there are plenty of other wknds...but today ugh it really bothesr me how sum1 i was soooo close to me changed and ugh i partly blame myself cuz of sumtins i kno if i hadnt done he wud have been the same person that i held alot of respect for but now i dunno ...he says he knows me but he really doesnt cuz i think i BARELY kno him anymore ..... all i want is for thinsg to go bakc to how they were before and say evrything i hav eon my mind ... but that seems soooo unlikely ....things change and i gotta accept that ..im ntot guan let it bother me anymmore..anyways on a lighter note i rente dthsi movei called "Malena"  its soooo cute i have liek an obsession now wit italian and french movies : o )  lol g2g  roam around aimlessly

xoxoxo,

gia

p.s.- download Benzino- rock the party its really good