Nov 18, 2002 19:06
I'm so sick of having bad days. It just seems to be my lot in life. At least I'm not alone today. Katey is having a bad day too. Now we can be miserable together!!
Things have been really hectic lately. Good news or bad news first?? Today I feel like ending on a good note. So here's the bad: I AM SO SICK OF EVERYONE WANTING ME TO BE HAPPY!!! What's so wrong with not being a generally happy person? So what if my bad days are more frequent than yours? I'm still living my life and am generally satisfied. I don't have to be smiling all the time or happy all the time. People need to learn to love me anyway.
And where the hell did I get this reputation as such a bad person?? I'm seriously not a bad person. I mean I'm not perfect. No one is. I make my fair share of mistakes. (Sometimes more than my fair share.) But I learn from them and try to be a good person anyway. UGH. I'm just so annoyed.
Now the good stuff: I made a new friend. And my new friend just so happens to be a boy. We'll see how things pan out. I'm really not ready for anything serious, but we definately have a good time together. Wish me luck!!
Until next time:
had a bad day againshe said i would not understand
she left a note and said i'm sorry ihad a bad day again
she spilled her coffe, broke her shoelacesmeared the lipstick on her face
slammed the door and said i'm sorry ihad a bad day again
and she swears there's nothing wrongi hear her playing the same old song
she puts me off and puts me onand had a bad day again
she said i would not understandleft a note and said i'm sorry i
had a bad day again