what am i supposed to think?

[sereneexistance]

i dont even know what to think anymore... confusion at its best, i'd say. whenever i try to straighten things out with him i just get really upset... not sure that what he's saying, is what he's really thinking. if you know what i mean. i wish i could read his mind and see if he's just fucking with me. i just ask a question and brake down... not a good sign but im so in love and i only want him to feel the same about me. i dunno... it sucks relying on love.. i just wish i knew it was real..

Till next time..

violet