Dec 11, 2006 11:44
Wow.
This promises to be a depressing holiday.
The things that I want are not possible for me to have because...
1. people don't know how to communicate with each other
2. as far as I know nobody has invented a time machine OR some device that can cross over to "the other side" and bring people back
3. I haven't quite learned how to pry open someone's head and heart and climb in
4. there is too much hate in the world
and
5. because no matter how much your family and friends love you, they can't force you to be happy and they can't dissolve your pain
Yesterday I saw some hot wheels wrapping paper and I thought I was going to cry...
Damn it.