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[sereneelvenlady]

Oh my...... I am so furious rigght now.... my parents are such morons.... i want to go with my friends tonight to go carroling (which ive never done before) and my parents pull every single frickin excuse in the books... oh youre room isnt clean..... you didnt do your chores... we need to get you a coat and todays the only day to get it on sale..... im in all honosrs classes i am the secretary to the robotics team at the high school and im in winter guard... then at home i have my homework, my chores, and i have to watch the baby when my sisters busy. I cannot handle all of this at once.... my parents dont understand how busy i am. My sister dosent do jack s*** around here excecpt take care of brianna(yes some of the time she is wonderful but someof the times man .... she just sits back and watches me get yelled at and does not help me.). I do everything else and i think that it isnt too much to ask to spend 3 hours with my friends. My grades are slipping im always depressed.... im having major family issues (death) and all my parents are doing is yelling at me.... i think for all the priorties that i have i ma doing pretty well. And when i go to talk to them about the issues im having they are like well you WANTED to do guard that was your choice. Dont they think i realize that since i really wanted to do it and i pretty much begged them do do it? No i dont think so..... With all the priorties that i have around here i dont get to spend time with my friends and now when i get a chance to spend time with them im not allowed ....... i might get a chance to see them at the new years party and my mom probally wont let me go because she babys me all the time..... and she says "i dont spend enough time at home..." and then seeing them then is out the window. I see them for a bout 5 min total a day and thats it. I think i should get a little more credit around here.....

ex of my weekly scedule

monday- Hw and dishes, cat boxes, feed cats,garbage, robotics from 7-9
Tuesday- hw., dishes, feed cats, Guard practice from 5:30 - 9:30
Wenesday- Afterschool meeting for officers( robotics), Hw., dishes,feed cats
Thursday- H.W, Dishes, feed cats, cats boxes, Guard 5:30- 9:30
Friday- H.W, Dishes, feed cats (spend time w/ friends if possible)
Saturday- Guard 12- 6, Hw, feed cats
Sunday- Guard 12-6, hw, dishes, feed cats

I dont see any free time on that scedule for free time......

Sorry i tend to ramble when im mad..

and if you read all this congratulations!