theatre rocks!!
well it is technically saturday morning and we have district competition tonight at 7:00 p.m. because we advanced from zone 1 on thursday night.. ahh man talk about suspence! waiting all that time to see which skools advanced. oh boy, i cant even explain the feelings i had when they called us up there to get our medals! i even got teary-eyed.. craziness! I am so proud of all of us, WE DID IT!! yay.. i feel like we accomplished something. Ah but we are from the end; this is just the begining... I want to advance as far as we can which is state in austin.. But eh i dunno we messed up a lil in one of the most important scenes, and we must get it perfect to even advance from district; it gets alot stricter the higher we go. but i hope we all do well. Break a leg everyone in the Rivers and Ravines cast!!!
Ugh i havent been to skool all week except for monday and 5th and 6th period on friday.::guilty facial expression:: Most of it was cuz of theatre though. Other than that ive been using the whole "i feel sick" routine, and friday i used the whole "i didnt get enough sleep" excuse since we got home so late from utep. Ahhh man i really dont know why dont like skool anymore.. i think it might be because i need something new in my life; someone new. maybe im missing a significant other. ya know? Im sick of this skool year; everyday is so damn repetant.. and ive lost interest in most of my classes All ive got left is theatre. Just about all this year, well at least in the begining, has been about friend drama. Boo to that shit! I hate drama. and like there are no guys interested either... ::sighs:: eh oh well.. Hopefully this summer is fun and interesting. lol yes im already thinking about summer, i cant wait!!
does this ever bother u, the fact that when u talk to somene that isnt your friend, rather more like an aquiantance, and like they know shit about you that is none of their fucking business? I ask because i was once really good friends with a few ppl and due to differences they all pretty much decided not to be my friend. oh well right? Well outta the blue one of them that i am still on a hi/bye speaking term with decides to talk to me and like tells me stuff they "heard" when i had no idea anyone like them would know. wtf is that man, why do ppl that deep down dont care about me dwell on what i do or who i like etc? and then act like they care when they really dont even like me? I just dont get it when i dont even try to know about whats going on in their lives. F it im not gonna let it bother me i mean its not like no one is never gonna know stuff about me right? Its just that i dont like my business out for everyone to know. im a private person. i dont trust many ppl, and if i do trust u i suggest u not lose that trust cuz u prolly wont get it back. Dont get me wrong i welcome all that would like to be my friend; i love all but please dont F me over. well im getting sleepy and its gonna be a long day i hope to u see u tonight at 7:00 pm at utep in the wise theatre. goodnight all. much love.
My heart is yours to fill or burst.<3