neutral state
I have no direct emotion right now; i dont know what im feeling.
Im in a state of wonder....
My mother is being exceedingly nice to me and shes asking me questions; that hardly ever happens.. She asks me why im sad, she thinks something is wrong with me; to tell you the truth i dont know whats going on.
Its weird.. kinda like i dont know what to feel.. its like my mind is waiting for me to chose already. i kinda dont want to chose; not that i like not knowing what i feel but... ugh, i dont know.::confused look::
Do u know what it feels like to feel nothing at all?
Why do you come into my life so easily, leave so quickly, and then think you wouldnt have the slightest effect on me? what happened.. You are the one that leaves me in this state of wonder... I dont blame you for much, but i wish you wouldn't have given me false statements of your feelings towards me.
"...anque me dejaste ahogando en el mar, aquestete en la tierra, de la realidad de tusueno
manos me recuerdo solamente a ti te odio yo ya me voy...."
blah.....
Do you ever wish you could leave and commence a new life somewhere new? Imagine that. Having the ability to go to a place where nobody knew you and just start all over; be who you wanted to be. I wish it was that easy..
My heart is yours to fill or burst.<3