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We are going to the beach this weekend we got the hotels booked and everything it's expensive. Almost 400 dollars for 2 nights but it's worth it. I deserve to do something fun this summer. I have spent my entire summer working and going to school i need to get away. The hotel we are staying at is pretty nice too. Almost as nice as the hotels my parents have taken me to and got for bjorn and i during spring break. Unfortunatly the really nice house hotels that have spas and shit are out of Bjorn and my price range therefore we are going to a regular hotel. I'm done with my class next wednesday which is great. I've taken 2 classes this summer which means i shall receive my masters in 5 years rather then 6. It sucks going to school in the summer but i will be able to work earlier at a job i want. So it all works out. yesterday jamey's brother got married that was pretty exciting. I can't believe how fast people grow up. lol. It's weird to think that one day i'll be married and have kids. I know it's a long time from now it's just a weird thought. This girl at my work brought her pregnant friend to primrose to show her around. The girl that was pregnant was about to turn 19 i can't imagine myself having a child right now. I would be a horrible mother. I love kids believe me i do but i'm way to into myself to think about someone elses needs. Plus bjorn and i both have places to go and things we want to do before we settle down like that. I know kids are great but it's really stupid to have them before you are truly ready. Even some of the parents of the kids at work are not ready for kids sometimes. I have come across many families that the parents are way too into their jobs to really take care of their kids. Therefore their kids are suffering as they are advancing in their careers. I know that i want to be apart of my childs life but at the same time i want to do my own things too. This lady told me that she stopped going to work for 2 years to take care of her child. I could never imagine myself not working at a hospital delivering babies for 2 years and only being a mother. I would miss work so much. I guess you have to be some place in the middle not working all the time but not spending every second with your child either.