May 19, 2009 22:19
I find myself in a permutation of exotic thoughts conquering my life like the sun dissolves the death of night..In a lack of motivation and absolutely no persistance to live.
Is this really reality i ponder ..or is it just a slow death?
Standing outside the box i am terrified looking in and seeing the people i once knew dissolving into people i will never know..I can hear the music from the past enchanting me to relive the memories of others as they were mine...my heart bares no scars just a tree for every person i planted a seed for and a canopy has now been formed blocking out the light from the ground not letting new seeds sprout ..burn it to the ground and let there be light.