Jan 15, 2006 13:48
It's borderline neurotic.
I don't think I've thrown away anything in the past three years!
So today I'm cleaning out my bedroom. I'm taking a break right now.
I think I was doing it when life became too much to handle. Also, I wanted to keep stuff to remind me that I was once doing something else.
I will probably spend all day doing what I should have been doing all along.
Cleaning up my life and letting go. Moving on.
This right here is neurotic. You don't see how I change each entry 5 million times. Public, private, friends, custom, private again. Delete. Erase. Edit. Disable comments, backdate it. Save, edit, save, edit, save, edit.
I will spend the rest of today cleaning and throwing away, writing essays, knowing why poor people live in the midwest or are forced to move there because of said status, and picking a back-up college (aka a cheap school).
My college classes start again Monday, January 23. I'm ready to go back.