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Oct 27, 2005 19:44

Lovely day to be sick, eh?

Har har har.

I have been.....just....ugh since Tuesday night. It feels like I just lost two days of my life sitting in my bed, sleeping and trying to get well. Which, I suppose, seems a worthy cause, except there's one thing:

THERE IS NOTHING MORE IN THE WORLD I HATE MORE THAN BEING SICK!!!!!

Really. I despise it. Because I get so bored so easily. Even when I"m sick and restless and feeling rotten. And, to add to the pain, I'm still a little SFNR. Sad for no reason. And it doesn't help me, trying to get out of this funk, while lying in bed, too tired to do more than watch TV, sleep, and occasionally eat. I can't even read, it gives me worse of a headache. For some reason, I'm super achy, which just adds to the fun! (Note: sarcasm may be found a lot in this). Looking at the computer screen hurts too, but I figured I should do something other than watch The Disney Channel.

Yeah. Bored.

I think I can manage school tomorrow. But......not the Halloween Party. Which is just horrible. I spent a fair amount of money on the costume....and I know it would cheer me up, but I barely have the strength.

But, no worries, those few people who actually go the my school and actually (har har) wanted me to go. Nothing can keep me away from prom. Absolutely nothing. A broken leg wouldn't even stop me. So don't worry. You'll get to laugh at my dancing at some point. And gawk at the fact that Maggie is actually in a dress. I know, shocking. It really is. Sometimes I"m too much a tomboy for my own good. Darn being raised with a little brother for my young years. And him being probably my closest friend until fourth grade.

But, hey, at least I"m fairly tough.

And I can probably beat the crap out of any guy.

But on the minus side, I hate dresses.

Ah, the irony.

Going to school tomorrow will be so weird. I will really have no clue what's going on. At all. Lets see....missed two more assignments in Alg. 2. Even though she has been generous with us sickly folks. Missed a lab in Chem. Can have KB explain, and, I mean, it's KB. I never worry about catching up in his class. English.....just some grammar such and such.

Dance.....nothing i can't catch up. Need to submit something in Latin though....

And now for teh fun part! History. I missed: turning in a map, getting my notes typed up, and the test today. Lovely! Perfect! And I'll be she fails me, too. Just because. It really wouldn't surprise me.

Weird. At the same time, I"m hoping to be well enough to go to school, and yet, at the same time, I just....don't want to go. For whatever reason.

Crap, I missed the Harvest Festival whatchamacallit thing for NHS. Grr.

"I can't be sick! It's to inconvienient!!!" I literally told my mom that. Most kids, ah, your sick, i could use a break, right? Not me. Too much stuff to be done for resting. Even if I do get dizzy standing up. I think as long as I stay warm with layers and don't "overexerte" myself tomorrow, I should make it. But that's not counting the homework.

....I still wish I could go the the Halloween Party. I was looking so forward to that. But even if I was feeling well, there are two things holding me back: There's still work to be done on it, and I will have too much homework, I'm sure, to go out. I have to close Saturday night with my mom. And possibly monday. Oy, I hope Uncle Chris can make it for halloween. I said I'd take Jessica and Josh out trick or treating. So at least I could do something. But, no matter, seniors. You'll still get a six dollar donation from me to go to NYC. Far be in from me to have you guys be 6 bucks short. Hehe.

You want to know the worst part of being sick? I feel so guilty. Even though I"m doing nothing wrong. Even though I know darn well I couldn't have made it through the day at school. Even though it's not like I"m being waited on hand and foot. I've just been sitting in bed, sleeping and watching movies. But it feels like I could be doing something. Anything.

But, what am I gonna do?

I'll tell you what

Get better.
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