I was never scared like that ;;____;;
today i was at orthodontist to get know what is the situation with my teeth and what we can do with it.
I'm close to death from fear after what i've heard.
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well. At first and most important is that i MUST remove as fast as i can all my calculus, cause my gums are diseased :I There are tons of calculus in my face, i even didn't know how much ;;___;; So I'm going on cleaning in monday. i've heard that there are no much pain, but i'm scared anyway.
Next thing after cleaning i must go to the gum specialist, and treat my gums before all that more serious stomatologic stuff. I will be learned how to clean them properly, cause there are more things waiting for me.
Next -the ortodontist (who is super nice btw 8'D) said "there are a looooot to do in your mouth, but it's able to fix, but it will last long time and costs much money- so yeah, there are a lot to do at the dentist. Almost all my teeth need to be fixed. There are still no certainty how much must be removed. But 2 for sure. orthodontist says that the dentist will tell me how much teeth we can save.
I also made panoramic topography today, and i didnt expected that i have wisdom teeth on my jaw bone upper X_X i hope they won't want to remove it too fast ;3;
And next after all stomatologic treatment, i can go to my orthodontist to get the brace. But my brace treatment will be specific cause..... *dramatic drumroll*
I will have a full anesthesied hospital SURGERY on my face bones!!! D:> oh. my. god. (in about 2 years)
they have to resawing my upper jaw bones, palatum, lower jaw bone and reconstruct it properly. All bones below my nose :(
I find out today, that i have genetically deformed face bones, that's why it's so asimmetrical especially on my lower jaw bones, and they must have to crack/cut/resawing whatever my face to set it in the right position.
well, but it's not all the problems. The surgery is not refunded at this moment. Surgeon wants to sign agreement on it (cause in the past it was refunded). I really hope he will do it, cause that surgery costs about $6000 @___@
so hmm lets count: $6000surgery + $1700braces + $1200dentist = $8900 X__X
I should rob the bank, or something? DX
or maybe won in a lottery _^_
oh yeah. $8900 + pain and unbelievable fear = incalculable
okay, now i'm going to sit in a corner and cry.
p.s. my 'lovely' teeth and treatment plan (drew by me, lol ) on panoramic topography
outside it's looking something like that X__X
SCREW YOU GENES!!!!!!! D:<
I'm close to death from fear after what i've heard.
'>
well. At first and most important is that i MUST remove as fast as i can all my calculus, cause my gums are diseased :I There are tons of calculus in my face, i even didn't know how much ;;___;; So I'm going on cleaning in monday. i've heard that there are no much pain, but i'm scared anyway.
Next thing after cleaning i must go to the gum specialist, and treat my gums before all that more serious stomatologic stuff. I will be learned how to clean them properly, cause there are more things waiting for me.
Next -the ortodontist (who is super nice btw 8'D) said "there are a looooot to do in your mouth, but it's able to fix, but it will last long time and costs much money- so yeah, there are a lot to do at the dentist. Almost all my teeth need to be fixed. There are still no certainty how much must be removed. But 2 for sure. orthodontist says that the dentist will tell me how much teeth we can save.
I also made panoramic topography today, and i didnt expected that i have wisdom teeth on my jaw bone upper X_X i hope they won't want to remove it too fast ;3;
And next after all stomatologic treatment, i can go to my orthodontist to get the brace. But my brace treatment will be specific cause..... *dramatic drumroll*
I will have a full anesthesied hospital SURGERY on my face bones!!! D:> oh. my. god. (in about 2 years)
they have to resawing my upper jaw bones, palatum, lower jaw bone and reconstruct it properly. All bones below my nose :(
I find out today, that i have genetically deformed face bones, that's why it's so asimmetrical especially on my lower jaw bones, and they must have to crack/cut/resawing whatever my face to set it in the right position.
well, but it's not all the problems. The surgery is not refunded at this moment. Surgeon wants to sign agreement on it (cause in the past it was refunded). I really hope he will do it, cause that surgery costs about $6000 @___@
so hmm lets count: $6000surgery + $1700braces + $1200dentist = $8900 X__X
I should rob the bank, or something? DX
or maybe won in a lottery _^_
oh yeah. $8900 + pain and unbelievable fear = incalculable
okay, now i'm going to sit in a corner and cry.
p.s. my 'lovely' teeth and treatment plan (drew by me, lol ) on panoramic topography
outside it's looking something like that X__X
SCREW YOU GENES!!!!!!! D:<