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Apr 05, 2008 13:57

i must be the worst person on earth. i am always making my mum angry. i don't know why but i just get really irritated when she starts "teaching" me things. things like how to be a better person etc. i don't like her asking stuff about me. i like to keep things to myself. and when she starts asking, i will just get irritated. i don't mind telling her about my day if she is like those mums who would just listen and not comment on your every sentence and think that she knows everything and keeping giving advices. i want the kind who would just listen and after everything say things like" oh, that's really nice" or " i know you had a rough day, but just take it as a learning point and all will be well again" things like that. she is also really bad at technology and always ask me the same thing over and over again. i am a person with very low level of patience so i get frustrated after teaching her so many times and she still does not remember. but i just cannot stand the fact that she always thinks she is right. and when i try to correct her, she would say i am retorting. i mean, can't parents make mistakes too? they always think they are right and the kids are always wrong. they get angry when we correct them. argh.... and she gets angry over little things and starts shouting. i don't see what the big deal is. seriously, she can scold me just for not closing my drawer and start shouting at me. i am immune to her crying nowadays. its just too many times. i am sick of it. i am bad right? but really, its just too many times already and its not anything very serious. i know i am at fault too for being so short-tempered and stubborn and all but she is at fault too. i think my brother is really good, he always knows what to say and can tolerate mum. but even he is beginning to not being able to tolerate her these days.

but still I LOVE YOU,MUM. and i hope you know i do........

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