when rain serendipitously falls
i actually have a day off! i'm teaching tonight, but i have an entire day of laziness to with what i will.
this means going to the library, going to rao's (reading and maybe seeing mike), doing laundry and i think seeing kathryn for lunch at some point. fabbo.
has anyone out there taken rose elixir before? i have some and have been using it along the lines of st. john's wort...and it works and it's cheaper. i thought i would alert the other semi-crunchy, health-conscious-who-prefer-alternative-medicines people who read my lj that there is such a thing...and that it opens your heart, and take the edge of an emotionally unstable, anxious, and irritible feeling that i have known well for the past few days. just fyi..and it tastes like roses.
so besides bad moods and bad dreams, things are well...i'm sorta dating/getting to know this mike fellow...who might be together enough to handle me, but let's not get our hopes up...and simply enjoy him now. classes at ahimsa yoga center are so lovely...i consistently have at least 5 people, which is a lot for a class just getting started. things at inspirit common are much harder...and i am waiting for the day when i actually have more than two people in a class.
my grandpa's yartzheit (anniversary of his death) is on valentine's day. i've been feeling his loss and remembering him more frequently of late: things he would approve of, things he would wonder at...things i never told him, and things i hope he knew. missing his laugh and dirty jokes, his way of explaining even the most complicated of issues with extreme clarity and patience, and his way of reason that my mom embodies and has passed on to my sister and me. il me manque a ces moments ci.
namaste'
this means going to the library, going to rao's (reading and maybe seeing mike), doing laundry and i think seeing kathryn for lunch at some point. fabbo.
has anyone out there taken rose elixir before? i have some and have been using it along the lines of st. john's wort...and it works and it's cheaper. i thought i would alert the other semi-crunchy, health-conscious-who-prefer-alternative-medicines people who read my lj that there is such a thing...and that it opens your heart, and take the edge of an emotionally unstable, anxious, and irritible feeling that i have known well for the past few days. just fyi..and it tastes like roses.
so besides bad moods and bad dreams, things are well...i'm sorta dating/getting to know this mike fellow...who might be together enough to handle me, but let's not get our hopes up...and simply enjoy him now. classes at ahimsa yoga center are so lovely...i consistently have at least 5 people, which is a lot for a class just getting started. things at inspirit common are much harder...and i am waiting for the day when i actually have more than two people in a class.
my grandpa's yartzheit (anniversary of his death) is on valentine's day. i've been feeling his loss and remembering him more frequently of late: things he would approve of, things he would wonder at...things i never told him, and things i hope he knew. missing his laugh and dirty jokes, his way of explaining even the most complicated of issues with extreme clarity and patience, and his way of reason that my mom embodies and has passed on to my sister and me. il me manque a ces moments ci.
namaste'