Is it over...

Mar 29, 2010 21:44

when you look in the mirror and suddenly you realize for the first time how much your face has aged and you no longer recognize the person standing before you? Is it the moment when you're sitting next to your partner wondering if they feel just as lifeless as you? At what point do you decide your life is for you, not for someone else. Not for the people you love. But for you? We sacrifice every day for those we love. Those we can't live without. What most of us never realize is that the only thing we are sacrificing is ourselves, our happiness, our sanity.
I sit here, every day, asking myself, how long can you pretend? How much longer will this face last? Will it be to late? Will I look around one day and see that there's nothing left? What am I so afraid of? That.... well that, I've yet to figure out. What I do know is that I feel very lost. Very empty. And very unsure of how to change my destiny.
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