my heart is crushed to cinders underneath this kind of pain
I feel like shit right now...
so many things going through my mind. I hate feeling like this, and I try so damn hard to not think about stuff, or even let stuff get to me, but it just gets to a point where it all gets to you at one point.
what the fuck am I doing?
Where am I going?
Who cares?
Who doesn't?
Why dream when it isn't possible?
Who's coming with me?
Who's going to leave?
ah just so many question and thoughts going through my mind all at once. I shouldn't even be saying anything like this on here. No point really, right?
so many things going through my mind. I hate feeling like this, and I try so damn hard to not think about stuff, or even let stuff get to me, but it just gets to a point where it all gets to you at one point.
what the fuck am I doing?
Where am I going?
Who cares?
Who doesn't?
Why dream when it isn't possible?
Who's coming with me?
Who's going to leave?
ah just so many question and thoughts going through my mind all at once. I shouldn't even be saying anything like this on here. No point really, right?