Nov 12, 2007 20:32
Life is easy but I am both physically and mentally exhausted. Yes, it's typical and but its nearly unavoidable to feel pathetic, like a low down good for nothing human. This is the truth and I believe it to trouble many. Well, God bless America.
I guess I'm suffering from mental frustration. Surely, the expectations are variably high for all of us, but lets face it, the consequences of not meeting them are fairly equal. BLAH BLAH BLAH....
In short, and all the fuss: I had two days to really take care of alot of stuff and I wasted it, a true shame. And so what, I got to get over it. In part, I think it was the set of circumstances and URGH, right..forget it, its all my fault.
I took some adderall on Saturday, and got off track and took my gma to breakfast instead of taking care of my priorities. It was fun and I have a slight bit of regret, but oh, I just couldnt do HW. And I didnt go to the friends meeting. For shame.
I watched a really great movie, a masterpiece really, Unconscious. DON'T EVEN WATCH THE PREVIEWS, please just find out where you can rent it, cuddle up in a blanket and fall into the story, its fabulous. It was a real pleasure to watch a class act movie, I cant compare it to anything.
I have to write a paper under the umbrella topic of "Communism, Socialism and Capitalism". Possibilities have been running in and out of my mind for the past week. I keep tuning into the radio and just getting tangled in the web of madness draped across the planet. I should really just make this easy for me but I find myself extremely absorbed in analyzing whats happening right now.
Firstly, off on a tangent, Cheney didn't get impeached....WTF. Secondly, Crazy ass Venezuelan president Chavez, the snob, ratified the countries constitution so he can pretty much become a dictator and has deemed to control the economy under the facade of "socialism" (unconstitutionally). Yea, socialism sounds fantastic, but it will not work under Chavez. He is a fucking lunatic and the state democracy is a joke, much like Pakistan’s. Additionally, he has made petroleum deals with countries who are not typically pro-US. Which by the way is practically all the new growing powers, specifically India and China. Its a chilling fiasco. Then there’s the rest of the planet. Ugggh..
Anyway, I’m sorry I had to go and type that last paragraph, BUT it will become of great importance come Christmas.
PRAY FOR ME! I love you people.