My baby girl
Tonight my baby girl won't sleep with me. Tonight she will be alone and scared. Tonight she will be in a strange place where she doesn't know anyone or anything. Today I had to say goodbye to my baby girl. When I picked her up one last time she knew. She knew that it would be the last time I would hold her. She pleaded with me. They way she looked at me..the sound she made. It sounded like her heart was breaking too. I swear she sounded like she was crying.
I think she will have a good home. I think they will treat her well. One of the family is a menally retarted man who lost his cat yesterday. And now Diem will be his only understanding friend. She seemed to like the people but she also definately knew what was going on. She made it clear she didn't want to leave. She didn't want to leave me..she clung to me with her claws...something she has never done. She let them pet her and play with her...she even rubbed up against them...but she didn't want to leave me. I sent her. I sent my baby away to another family.
What kind of terrible person am I. She can't cuddle with me tonight, and wake me up when she is ready to eat. She isn't here sitting on my lap while i'm typing.
I guess its silly that i'm sobbing here and feeling like i can't breathe...but she was my baby. Now i just have a big empty hole. Most people think I'm crazy cause its just a cat...but she was far more than that. I love her so much. I miss her so much.
I love you baby girl.
I think she will have a good home. I think they will treat her well. One of the family is a menally retarted man who lost his cat yesterday. And now Diem will be his only understanding friend. She seemed to like the people but she also definately knew what was going on. She made it clear she didn't want to leave. She didn't want to leave me..she clung to me with her claws...something she has never done. She let them pet her and play with her...she even rubbed up against them...but she didn't want to leave me. I sent her. I sent my baby away to another family.
What kind of terrible person am I. She can't cuddle with me tonight, and wake me up when she is ready to eat. She isn't here sitting on my lap while i'm typing.
I guess its silly that i'm sobbing here and feeling like i can't breathe...but she was my baby. Now i just have a big empty hole. Most people think I'm crazy cause its just a cat...but she was far more than that. I love her so much. I miss her so much.
I love you baby girl.