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racken fracken varment!!!!rackeyt frack frack fracken varment!!!!! thats it!i'm so fuckiing sick of these stupid people! fucking idiots don't know how to doo their fucking job!!!!! God Damnit! fucking neighbors! i hope they all got fined fucking assholes!!! ARG!!! and you know what...i don't fucking care what anyone else thinks about the decisions i've made! regardless of what anyone else things i'm making good decisions even if i don't think logically all the time.....and this isn't her fucking life so she needs to but the fuck oout!!!! FUCK IT....i'm so fucking tired of her telling me that EVERY FUCKINIG THING I DO IS WRONG!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck.....i wish she would leavee me alone! ALASKA ISN'T FAR ENOUOGH AWAY! what the fuck was i thinking about going home for.....how fucking stupid am i?????? was i seriously considering this insanity!!!!! someone please slap some fucking sense into me! i'm so mad and so frustrated and sad and i want to scream at the top of my lungs....i'm so mad at my mother i want to choke her.....sometimes i wish she would but the fuck out! and fin aid is full of fucking assholes.....and i miss ant soo much! and i'm haveing a period soo i'm way to eemomtional and blowing everything out of proportion but i can't stop and i'm mood swingy and crampy and just wanna cry to megs and ant for hours on end till i feel better and i fucking can't!!!!! i fucking hate my period and my mother is driving me up thee fucking wall and chuck isn't making it anybetter! he is such a prick! i'm so sorry i wanted to make you meet them so much ant...cause your right i can hardly stand these people for any length of time....i'm so tired of them telling me that i can't make a decision i'm so tired of them doubting that i'm capable of taking care of myself....you know what sometimes i need help and when i do i ask for it.....and i want her to fucking lay off about my trip to phoenix! she is pissing me off so much right now i wanna scream but i have to go to work....i fucking hate that job! arg....can't we goo hide and live in the woods somewhere so we can leave all of this frivalry behind us....just hunt and farm....i know that not realistic but i'm just frustrated and need to rant....ALKDSFJLSDAKFJSDLFKJASDL;FKJASD;LFKJDAFHLSJFLKDJFLKJDFAKLJFLKDJFLAKDSFJ;LKDSFJ;ALDSKFJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i want ant so muchh.....i miss him so so much....
and i want ant so muchh.....i miss him so so much....