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i feel great and really happy right now.....i hope this continues......i even cleaned my room today....90 percent of the time things around me are messy and its because my life is messy.....when my life is good and i feel happy things are clean.....i always judge people by how messy they are....i always call people that are pretty neat and clean "normal" but really maybe they are happy and content with their lives.....even the craziest of people can probably be clean if they are happy.....blah blah im working a 16 hour shift right now and i dont even care because i really really love my job....i was nervous at first but you know what im lucky....im so lucky and thankful for this job...i have never put so much thought in effort into anything else and it was worth it.....i got to see jenn and brad last night. we had fun as always. we can just sit and do nothing and i dont feel like i need to entertain them or vise versa..... i honestly only have john jenn and honestly now im considering brad as close friends in st louis.....well i have brooke but i dont feel that close to her......but im happy to have 3 great friends rather than 100 shitty ones.....cliche to say but yeah whatev.....i just finished this really great book today.....ahh see and im reading again i havent read in yyeaarrssss....i bought the perks off of amazon and im about to read it for the 10th time....that book never gets old....