Sweet Deal
I just love how my "friends" always call me to hang out. If I ever wanna do something, its me calling them to do something. They're all too lazy to do it thereselves. I'm sick of it. Its always me trying to make plans so everyone else can have fun. Or they're like "I'll call you tomorrow". Do they call me? no they dont. So I have to call them and make plans or they have already made plans. I also love it when they hang out without me and then the next day are like "where were you?" Its like what the hell, thanks for calling me, if you really wanted me there that bad you shoulda called me. Oh, and another thing...they totally blow off their friends for their boyfriends. They always have to be with them. Theres never any room for the girls anymore. Its so fucking boring hanging out with my friends and their boyfriends and im left with no one to snuggle with or whatever else they do. Its summer people, its time to have fun, not sit in your frickin house all nite watching a movie with your boy. Why would you want a boyfriend during summer? I just dont get it. No offense to everyone that has one, I'm happy for you and everything but its totally bringing down my relationships with my friends. Its like they dont even care about me or wanna hang out with me anymore and then i feel left out. Maybe I need a boyfriend and everything will be better? I seem to be lacking in that area right now... What is my problem?! Maybe i just need to find better friends or make more...