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"you're always around food, why don't you ever eat?"
it's funny when that "empty feeling inside" really is hunger after all.
damn, why don't i eat that much? what's wrong with me?
"quitting" cps cause work and school is going to drive me nuts.
schedule is mwf, 9-1, 7:30-1, and 12-5 respectively.
school schedule is gonna be tth, 9-5, pretty much.
all my labs are mwf.
i'm going to have no life for the next month and a half.
i will have an income, though. that's good.
i'm beginning to wonder if i feel like i need a man or something.
like there's a small desperate part of me that is betraying my independence.
bitch, know your role.
also....idk. i've been doing that listless thing.
and needlessly despondent.
something needs to change already.
<3
maggie.
it's funny when that "empty feeling inside" really is hunger after all.
damn, why don't i eat that much? what's wrong with me?
"quitting" cps cause work and school is going to drive me nuts.
schedule is mwf, 9-1, 7:30-1, and 12-5 respectively.
school schedule is gonna be tth, 9-5, pretty much.
all my labs are mwf.
i'm going to have no life for the next month and a half.
i will have an income, though. that's good.
i'm beginning to wonder if i feel like i need a man or something.
like there's a small desperate part of me that is betraying my independence.
bitch, know your role.
also....idk. i've been doing that listless thing.
and needlessly despondent.
something needs to change already.
<3
maggie.