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well here it is... i'm going to be late for math class but i don't care i have to write. computers are stupid.. yes.. but also helpful and most likely now.. impossible to get around.. needed even.. if i never had a coputer i never would have met the love of my life. i try not to get on much anymore i don't want everyone to say that i'm always "chatting" when i'm doing my homework and talking to jonathan. people really piss me off and theres nothing i can do... unless i fuck with their heads which i am good at. i know i don't read this thing much but i always frget when there are other things going on. i am so hapy that my baby is finally starting to see what i have for 9 + months... that he is actually human and nt a serial killer... and feelings? why do you think tears fall? your eyes need to release water? i don't think so. maybe its me.. maybe i'm to stupid to be able to show you... to tell you...no one knows...i miss him.
i'm sick of people giving me guilt trip for some things that i don't know as wrong.. i wish people can talk the way they mean things instead of acting out in anger. i'm so sick of the blah blah blah of life that i just want everything to stop... everything to die... all but me and my babies...alone in a dead world...with free rein.... to be who we are no matter what because no ones around to argue that thats the wrong way..
beautiful isn't it? i wish sometimes...oh well
ranting is great don't ya think?
its supposed to helpp something
i'm stupid i know... for wanting companionship.. friendship...how stupid am i for wanting to talk to someone.. i'm not being defensive i'm being truthful i mean.. how can i think that anyone wants to actually be my friend and not get in my pants. shallow hal
misery comes in large packages
joy comes in small ones
take everything with a grain of salt so they say
who the hell is "they" anyway??
damn i'm late
~Stefani~
i'm sick of people giving me guilt trip for some things that i don't know as wrong.. i wish people can talk the way they mean things instead of acting out in anger. i'm so sick of the blah blah blah of life that i just want everything to stop... everything to die... all but me and my babies...alone in a dead world...with free rein.... to be who we are no matter what because no ones around to argue that thats the wrong way..
beautiful isn't it? i wish sometimes...oh well
ranting is great don't ya think?
its supposed to helpp something
i'm stupid i know... for wanting companionship.. friendship...how stupid am i for wanting to talk to someone.. i'm not being defensive i'm being truthful i mean.. how can i think that anyone wants to actually be my friend and not get in my pants. shallow hal
misery comes in large packages
joy comes in small ones
take everything with a grain of salt so they say
who the hell is "they" anyway??
damn i'm late
~Stefani~