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I know that my problems are really nothing compared to many others'
But i think I just got a D on my Chem Lab final and it is just absolutely killing me
of course I don't know for sure yet, I could hae done better, I could have done worse
The thing that really gets me, is i didnt do poorly becaue I didnt know the material, I was just so frustrated and unfocused! You see, it was raining today and right before the exam I stepped in a puddle and my shoes got soaked. So I was just so uncomfortable the whole time I all could think of way how wet and uncomfortable i was, I spent half the time trying to discreetly remove my socks. I couldn't fight the feeling.. it made me so frustrated al my muscles tensed up and everything
and that final was 33% of my grade-- I am freaking out
Additionally, I'm starting to feel like I'm the only one who is excited to go home for summer. Maybe its because the friends I've made here are busy ppl and I'm used to not being around them much, IDK. I also just want a break from the stress of school and some warm weather.
I am so stressed right now! Ugh! Its been shown that journaling reduces stress, so I' working on it. I also had a math exam today (which is probably half responsible for my lack of focus on the chem lab final) I'm stressing about that too! I would really ike an A in there... Thing is i did poorly on the first exam. I can only miss 90 points in there to get an A, before this test I had missed about 65, leaving me only 25 more points to miss on both this test and the final. Well, being slow as am I didnt get it done, nor did have time to check my work. I studied rea hard though, and I really hope that al my work will pay off. If I can get an A in math, it will be worth the chem exam i blew.
Hmm.. I also need to catch up on all the work I put aside this week to make room for all the studying i did, meh
at least I have my good shows tonight- LOST and American Idol (I <3 Blake!!!)
Cheers, everyone!
But i think I just got a D on my Chem Lab final and it is just absolutely killing me
of course I don't know for sure yet, I could hae done better, I could have done worse
The thing that really gets me, is i didnt do poorly becaue I didnt know the material, I was just so frustrated and unfocused! You see, it was raining today and right before the exam I stepped in a puddle and my shoes got soaked. So I was just so uncomfortable the whole time I all could think of way how wet and uncomfortable i was, I spent half the time trying to discreetly remove my socks. I couldn't fight the feeling.. it made me so frustrated al my muscles tensed up and everything
and that final was 33% of my grade-- I am freaking out
Additionally, I'm starting to feel like I'm the only one who is excited to go home for summer. Maybe its because the friends I've made here are busy ppl and I'm used to not being around them much, IDK. I also just want a break from the stress of school and some warm weather.
I am so stressed right now! Ugh! Its been shown that journaling reduces stress, so I' working on it. I also had a math exam today (which is probably half responsible for my lack of focus on the chem lab final) I'm stressing about that too! I would really ike an A in there... Thing is i did poorly on the first exam. I can only miss 90 points in there to get an A, before this test I had missed about 65, leaving me only 25 more points to miss on both this test and the final. Well, being slow as am I didnt get it done, nor did have time to check my work. I studied rea hard though, and I really hope that al my work will pay off. If I can get an A in math, it will be worth the chem exam i blew.
Hmm.. I also need to catch up on all the work I put aside this week to make room for all the studying i did, meh
at least I have my good shows tonight- LOST and American Idol (I <3 Blake!!!)
Cheers, everyone!