Today
Im setting here trying to type my purchasing report, and well, I think I have lost intrest for today.. a lot of things are going througth my head latley.. Im not happy, well just about certin things. I want new.. I want something new again.. I want to be free.. I feal so traped.. traped in a situation that I cant break free of, I cant see a way out, though I want one so bad. I have people to talk to, but talking is not enough.. action, to take action is what I need, though Im so scared to. How do you loose everything, but gain everything at once? How do I do this.. I go to work and come home. Im happy if I can hang out with my friends without a tag along.. but I cant, even if the are not there they are there.. how... how do I even sort out my thougths... something is happening.. something, a change, for better or worse.. it's happening. what do I do, how do I do it, will it be ok?
I just feel.. numb.
I just feel.. numb.