Which or with.....
A conversation was started today at work, about life and after life.. I guess it just got me to thinking.
All life is.. is a preperation for another life.. i feel like I have had this life over and over again like a re run.
You know, I cant believe how stupid people are.. to actulay think that I would co- exsist..
Well Im happy to report that I am no longer sad... A talk with a very good friend of mine, made me realise that im worth more than she can give me.. and sooner or later this other girl will realise it as well. I just feel bad for the one who allways gets left behind.
I feel like this entry is starting off a new world for me..
i have thought alot in the past few days.. about life.. I decited to keep mine and about travle.. I wanted to join the navy in my hast for a new life.. but was quickly commented agenst.
I am only 19.. I have my whole life ahead of me.. and I am worth more than her abuse!!!!!!!
There will never be a time when we can co- exsist.. NEVER...
As far as I am concerned. im throwing away the past.. everything that I come across im throwing away.. I dont want to be reminded of what was and what could have been.. Im going to start living this life in the now.. because i know .. when I die im just going to have to go through this again.. because I cant seem to ever get it right.. at least I know.. If I never hold her in this life again... theres allways the next.
I dont want your pitty.. so pretend I dont exsist.. and If you ever see me in hot topic.. ill ask someone elce for assistance.. because I dont know you... so please, dont act like you know me.
Its realy sad when things happen this way.. but I have big sholders.. sholders I think somethime the support the world
But I am still here..
I am still standing...
And I will live on...
And this....... Is my revolution.
All life is.. is a preperation for another life.. i feel like I have had this life over and over again like a re run.
You know, I cant believe how stupid people are.. to actulay think that I would co- exsist..
Well Im happy to report that I am no longer sad... A talk with a very good friend of mine, made me realise that im worth more than she can give me.. and sooner or later this other girl will realise it as well. I just feel bad for the one who allways gets left behind.
I feel like this entry is starting off a new world for me..
i have thought alot in the past few days.. about life.. I decited to keep mine and about travle.. I wanted to join the navy in my hast for a new life.. but was quickly commented agenst.
I am only 19.. I have my whole life ahead of me.. and I am worth more than her abuse!!!!!!!
There will never be a time when we can co- exsist.. NEVER...
As far as I am concerned. im throwing away the past.. everything that I come across im throwing away.. I dont want to be reminded of what was and what could have been.. Im going to start living this life in the now.. because i know .. when I die im just going to have to go through this again.. because I cant seem to ever get it right.. at least I know.. If I never hold her in this life again... theres allways the next.
I dont want your pitty.. so pretend I dont exsist.. and If you ever see me in hot topic.. ill ask someone elce for assistance.. because I dont know you... so please, dont act like you know me.
Its realy sad when things happen this way.. but I have big sholders.. sholders I think somethime the support the world
But I am still here..
I am still standing...
And I will live on...
And this....... Is my revolution.