Woah! Been a while...

[serenaraven]

ANSWER THE PHONE

Why do I feel so alone?
Why, when you're right there
Looking straight at me
Do I feel like I'm invisible?
Am I invisible to you?
Is that why I always have to speak first?
Is that why I have to come up with ideas?
Is that why I'm always the one calling you?
Were you ever really my friend?
Were you ever really being sincere?
And do you ever think of me when I'm not around?
I guess it turns out that I was wasting my enthusiasm
I guess it turns out that that little voice in my head was right
Because if you ever really were my friend
You'd know how hopeless everything seems to me right now
You'd know that you not answering your cell phone is killing me
You'd know that I needed something real
Why couldn't you be real for me?
I tried so hard to be real for you
Don't you know that?
Why are you walking away from me?
Please at least tell me what I did
Please at least tell me what I can try to fix for you
I'm sorry I'm not cool enough
I'm sorry I can't keep my mouth shut
I'm sorry I can't pretend like you can
I'm sorry I'm who I am
Please just answer the phone
And tell me that I wasn't always invisible to you