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I feel so
wtf. I love Paul, I really do, but wtf. He always makes me feel like I am on the defensive. He's the one that cheated on me. TWICE. The first time, I'll admit, I wasn't giving him the attention he deserved. The second time, I had to bluff it out of him. And he acts like it's nothing. I'm sorry I can't forget about it that easy. I get mad, we talk about it, and then when I try to go to sleep, or anything and I think about it. I can't help it. maybe my friends were right. But what sux is he has been good since then and it's been over a year of loving. FUCK
wtf. I love Paul, I really do, but wtf. He always makes me feel like I am on the defensive. He's the one that cheated on me. TWICE. The first time, I'll admit, I wasn't giving him the attention he deserved. The second time, I had to bluff it out of him. And he acts like it's nothing. I'm sorry I can't forget about it that easy. I get mad, we talk about it, and then when I try to go to sleep, or anything and I think about it. I can't help it. maybe my friends were right. But what sux is he has been good since then and it's been over a year of loving. FUCK