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So my longest best friend has a habit of choosing HORRIBLE guys. I know you know the one, the boys always have really wrong childhoods and there is obviously problems from dealing with all the shit these guys go through. They are fun guys to hang out with. NOT to date. Anyways, I like the guy she has now, if she sticks to him. I'm not especially sure that he is the for her completely b/c he is ok at English, and he works at a Pizza Place, not to be shallow, but she deserves sooooo much better. At least he is a good guy compared to the rest. I love her and I've watched her walk down these paths with guys and it hurts me. I know how love is, it works in mysterious ways, I met my soulmate and I understand that it just happens, but I think she needs the attention from guys. And that scares me, why can't she feel complete by herself?
Anyways. Drama as usual on a drinking night. There's this guy that likes Allie that works with Nikki, So this is hte list that came to Allie's.
Allie,
Me,
Nikki,
Jessica T (my ex-boys sister),
Victor (Nikki's guy, for the moment),
Memo (the guy that likes Allie but she told me she really didn't feel for him that way, she's going to college (a PLUS for Santa Cruz, it seems to be an accepted thing to not go, and I don't agree with that), and she's doing really well. But she doesn't want to be with someone who has worked at a pizza place for 6 years and proud of it, with no plans to change his situation.) I get it, she DESERVES WAY better.
So Memo got drunk and Allie turned him down and then the Queen of Drama, Jessica got involved and it went downhill from there. I spent most the night trying to cheer Memo up from something so dumb, t was kinda retarded. But then he passed out.
And I wanted to sleep with Allie. He wouldn't leave her bed and he physically forced me to leave the room. She did promise me that she would yell if he did what she didn't want him to. So that made me feel better, but I kinda felt she was saying that to me to get me out of the room. So I left and now she has hickeys all over. She said she didn't want him. I know she doesn't, she was just drunk, and I feel that's my fault, I kinda pushed for everyone to come to her house so she could drink. She's the only one with a car out of our friends and she is responsible, she doesn't drive when she's had even the slightest drink and she lives in the next town. So she wouldn't have been able to give anyone a ride home. But I wanted to drink with her because she was my "not sober" buddy in High school. And I kinda miss that. I brought her to Santa Cruz, I kinda introduced her to the lifestyle here, and then she moved here and went way overboard,but luckily she has gotten over that. She hadn't drank since Jan, great, I feel I kinda made her drink cuz normally peps will say they will come, but I wanted them to come to her house badly cuz I am going to miss them when I leave.
Anyways, I love these girls, Nikki, Allie, and Jess. They have to be my bestest of all time. We do make A LOT of sexual jokes, and those are my favorite. So I've glad I can be open with them. Paul doesn't know how to take these jokes cuz he is always on the phone with me when he hears them, and sometimes we sound so serious.
Anyways I've been rambling and the girls are back from dropping Victor off.
Anyways. Drama as usual on a drinking night. There's this guy that likes Allie that works with Nikki, So this is hte list that came to Allie's.
Allie,
Me,
Nikki,
Jessica T (my ex-boys sister),
Victor (Nikki's guy, for the moment),
Memo (the guy that likes Allie but she told me she really didn't feel for him that way, she's going to college (a PLUS for Santa Cruz, it seems to be an accepted thing to not go, and I don't agree with that), and she's doing really well. But she doesn't want to be with someone who has worked at a pizza place for 6 years and proud of it, with no plans to change his situation.) I get it, she DESERVES WAY better.
So Memo got drunk and Allie turned him down and then the Queen of Drama, Jessica got involved and it went downhill from there. I spent most the night trying to cheer Memo up from something so dumb, t was kinda retarded. But then he passed out.
And I wanted to sleep with Allie. He wouldn't leave her bed and he physically forced me to leave the room. She did promise me that she would yell if he did what she didn't want him to. So that made me feel better, but I kinda felt she was saying that to me to get me out of the room. So I left and now she has hickeys all over. She said she didn't want him. I know she doesn't, she was just drunk, and I feel that's my fault, I kinda pushed for everyone to come to her house so she could drink. She's the only one with a car out of our friends and she is responsible, she doesn't drive when she's had even the slightest drink and she lives in the next town. So she wouldn't have been able to give anyone a ride home. But I wanted to drink with her because she was my "not sober" buddy in High school. And I kinda miss that. I brought her to Santa Cruz, I kinda introduced her to the lifestyle here, and then she moved here and went way overboard,but luckily she has gotten over that. She hadn't drank since Jan, great, I feel I kinda made her drink cuz normally peps will say they will come, but I wanted them to come to her house badly cuz I am going to miss them when I leave.
Anyways, I love these girls, Nikki, Allie, and Jess. They have to be my bestest of all time. We do make A LOT of sexual jokes, and those are my favorite. So I've glad I can be open with them. Paul doesn't know how to take these jokes cuz he is always on the phone with me when he hears them, and sometimes we sound so serious.
Anyways I've been rambling and the girls are back from dropping Victor off.