Gee, but it's hard when one lowers one's guard to the vultures....
It's funny how I'm starting to judge how well my day is going by how yoga went.
Much better today.
Much less pain, and much more bendy.
Haha, I said bendy instead of flexible.
I am feeling better.
I can see some of my personality traits come out in yoga.
I'm naturally athletic, but natural athleticism will only get you so far. Then you really have to work. I get so frustrated, I just want results NOW! RIGHT NOW! I want instant gratification.
Just like how I want my life to go. I want to see results immediately, I want to know where this is all going. I may come across at times like some hippie, vagabond, that settles down wherever the wind blows her. But in reality I think I'm a control freak. I want to control exactly how things go, I don't want to just let 'things happen' or wait for things to happen or be patient in a certain phase of my life where things aren't necessarily a thrill a second.
That's when I get depressed. That's when I get frustrated.
Much better today.
Much less pain, and much more bendy.
Haha, I said bendy instead of flexible.
I am feeling better.
I can see some of my personality traits come out in yoga.
I'm naturally athletic, but natural athleticism will only get you so far. Then you really have to work. I get so frustrated, I just want results NOW! RIGHT NOW! I want instant gratification.
Just like how I want my life to go. I want to see results immediately, I want to know where this is all going. I may come across at times like some hippie, vagabond, that settles down wherever the wind blows her. But in reality I think I'm a control freak. I want to control exactly how things go, I don't want to just let 'things happen' or wait for things to happen or be patient in a certain phase of my life where things aren't necessarily a thrill a second.
That's when I get depressed. That's when I get frustrated.